ikari3

   Yea. I feel bad now. Y? b/c i've been lurking around the site the WHOLE summer and i haven't posted a pic, painting, or even a scrap in over 6 months. well truth be told i didn't really do too much art type projojects over this summer seeing as that I worked 2 jobs. For those of you who i didn't get a chance to tell i, i worked over at the Izzo's on Corporate for 2 months (pretty much).I had to quit right b4 school started b/c i didn't want to juggle 2 jobs while going to school.
   Now that i've started college hopefully i'll have some extra tim to start paying more attention to this place and Livejournal like i used to; although i don't really see how i'm going to do that seeing as that i couldn't get all my classes scheduled on Mon/Wed/Fri like I'd intended, so i'm stuck with classes everyday. THANKFULLY on Tue/Thur i get about 2 hours break to btwn  the 2 classes that i have, so leaves me some time 4 u guys. ^^
   Umm...in other news: i finally got my Wacom Tablet! squeeness! It's an Intuos3 4X6 and i love it. all that's left to get to go with it is an update of Photoshop....yes ppl it's true i'm still working with PS Elements 2.0. it's a pity i know, but hey what can you do when it's tight on the money end? So yea with that said you can now start expecting some new pictures that are worth looking at. all i ask is that you be patient and give comments, I'm still getting used to using that pen and whatnot.
   Great now i've totally 4gotten what i was going to write here in the 1st place. but yea uh, keep checking my Livejournal (if u haven't please do kthx), there should be somethings happening there as for this current moment: i'm starving, on my "break", and in uber depths of a depression. (if you don't know the reasons and backstory check livejournal it's there). K l8er!

the past few days have been kinda hecktic. I'v been "sick" - but not in the sick-sick kind of way. I've been having sporatic chest pains that really can't be explained. So of course I'd set up doctor appointment a about 2 weeks ago and they said that the soonest that they could give me was the 22nd. So Monday i got to miss school to do to the doctor; so after waiting for an hour and a half in the waiting room for the doctor when we finally got to see her she pretty much rushed me through the check up...basically screwing me over. The whole appointment lasted about 3 minutes as to where she checked my heart, breathing, asked few rushed questions that she didn't really let me finish, and then wrote me a perscription for Ibuprofen 600mg (having them turn out to be horse pills) and told me that if i still had the pains after 2 weeks of taking the meds to go to hospital.

So i have to take one pill 3 times a day, and since it's ibuprofen that i have to take that many times i'm totally out of it for the whole of the day. But yea anyway, upon taking my meds this morning (i also have to take them with food) i took them only eating a banana 30 seconds prior and then proceeded to head out the door to the bus stop.

About an hour later, around about 7:50 (in the middle of 1st period), i start to feel horrible, and that stayed with me for more than half the day. when i got home i fell asleep thus not taking my 2nd dose, and now i have yet to take the 3rd. But back to what I was saying, after that appointment on Tuesday morning i started having the pains in my chest again. My mom wanted to know if i wanted to go to the hospital or not but i couldn't make up my mind so she decided to let me stay home. the whole day i was having the pains, but it wasn't a constant kind of thing; it'd just come without me having to do anything in particular. so yeah the moral of this part of the story is: MY DOCTOR IS AN IDIOT AND THAT DAMN MEDICATION AIN'T WORKIN.

Now, the other end of this story is that my art teacher is totally flippin out on me for the MAIN REASON that i was ill. Now on last Friday i went home with a huge fucking work load and 2 tests t o study for. Now know that i wasn't going to have time nor the energy to work on the damned picture, I left it at school. Now of couse by that afternoon i'd forgotten that i'd even had a doc appointment to go to in the 1st place and i SERIOUSLY wasn't planning on getting sick on Sunday night and Tuesday morning. So when i come back to school on Wednesday (not to note that i wasn't feeling my best period), i see my art teacher during lunch and he's like "hey, see you edcided to come back to school, i take it you were sick" And I'm like yeah, i was and proceeded to tell him how my dreadful weekend went while he kind of paid attention (he was helping sell smoothies at the time but it was about 55 degrees that day and no one was buying). And then he asks me, "did you finish that picture, cause i already graded it seeing as that you were supposed to turn it in last Friday (i knew i was supposed to but i was in class that day and he let me work on it so i went on working on it)?" and i toldhim strait up: " No, i didn't take it homw b/c 1) i was sick and (2) i didn't have the time to work on it anyway. So he turns away totake a sell, ignoring me, so i decide to take my leave and finish my lunch. now today near the end of his class, he's in my face, "Hey, where's your picture? You need to have it done so i can grade it and so that it can be in the Art Show next week." And upon me telling him -- or shall i say trying to tell him with him cutting me off -- that no i wasn't finished with it because i couldn't take it home yeasterday seeing as that i didn't have a ride to come pick me up so i could bring it home without the risk of getting it messed up on the bus (the thing is fricking huge, i couldn't fit it on the bus anyway). And then he goes about telling me "So you're telling me that your' piece isn't going to be framed for the Show?" Where i told him yes. "Well then you're going to have to get it framed yourself cause you haven't finished it." So i casually said, "yes sir." and continued working.

So the moral of this part is: MY ART TEACHER HAS NO SYMPATHY FOR THE FACT THAT I WAS SICK. I mean seriously man, shit comes up and you just have to go with it, no use in getting mad at me for shit that i couldn't control. Fuck. So yea i tok the P.O.S. home today and i still have a major test to study for.

I'm still fucking screwed.

Yes, that's right today's my birthday!! ^^  Squee happiness!!! Was supposed to go to the movies today with Anthony but he couldn't make it and we decided to go another day, it's kool. Got lots of money and special treatment. I came into about $70 but spent $15 at the bookstore; ant then i'm planning on going back tommorow because i want to get the last issue of Anitique Bakery and the first issue of Death Note. I'd read the first volume and the first half of the second about 2 years ago before they brought it to the US, so I read the first 20 or so pages in the store. The 2 books that I did buy were "Angus, Thongs, and Full Frontal Snogging" helluva funny book; and "One Flew Over The Cuk-Coo's Nest" the summary's too long -- was read on Wikipedia --  so i'll tell you that it's gonna be a good book.

Mom asked me what I wanted for dinner on the day of my birthday, and i told her that i wanted turkey necks, potato salad, and green beans. Then she asked me what i wanted for desert; and being me i said brownies. And by 5:00pm i had all that AND my brownies. To top it off when we came back from the bookstore my dad was here to visit (and to give me $30 :3 ), eat, and watch a movie.

What really made it fun was that i played Stepmania and DDR from 8 this morning till....well now, and all the "Happy Birthday's" from eveybody.

I'm now going to read some fanfiction for the rest of the night -- mainly slash *hint hint nudge nudge*.  And watch anime!

More updates later!

I took up this 100 Pic Challenge skeithdestroyer.deviantart.com…</cut> that I found while I was brousing on DevArt. It looked pretty kool and said "well what the heck, i need something to do."

I've already started on the first one and i think i wanna redo it. I dunno, I'll have to think about it.

Here's the list of themes that we have to draw pictures to:
THE LIST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

It was raining again.

Just a light drizzle, without a grey cloud in the sky. She's just woken up from a nap to find it was around 2:45 in the afternoon, and decided a stroll outside was in order.

Being the hottest part of the day, she thought the rain was the perfect cool temperature for a day like this.

She noticed that her mother's car windows were open, and not knowing if it was going to start raining harder, she decided to put them up. Also noticing that the empty garbage can was still out front, she decided to bring that in too. While doing her task she noticed that she was getting a headache; even though the  small rain drops were trying their best to keep her cool. So, she reluctantly decided to go back inside. But then she noticed that, the rain had stopped.

It almost seemed like the bright sky and cool rain drops were saying, "I'll wait for you when you come back out side." She smiled up at the sky and wispered, "Ok, then."

And with that Kiyoshi retreated back into the house.